All of a sudden, I am pondering over this silly question of life again. Am I too free again with thoughts running wild?

It's not silly to think of it. But it's a silly action to say it out.

Have I done wrong this time? Will I be regretting this decision in the near future? Am I being too selfish to think this way?

AAaarrgghh I hate all these thoughts running across my mind. Why why and why can't I stop thinking about all these?

Sometimes I just simply hate the way I live life.