I tried

I tried to use a different perspective to see things;

I tried to avoid thinking about it;

I tried to forget about whatever that has happened.

But deep inside I know I still remember it so clearly;

I am still thinking about it;

I am still worrying over it;

I still cannot let it go;

I still cannot forget it.

It gets worst as the time passes and I know the time is drawing nearer

as I would have to face and confront it very soon.

Can someone tell me what should I do?

No one to turn to.

No one I can speak to.

No one I can trust.