My Sunday Morning

Went to the farm shop and cafe for breakfast on a Sunday morning!
Fresh air, greenery and lots of sun today too!

At the cafe - cakes with coffee (supposed to take the cake i'm eating!)
We're on top of the hill. Scenery behind is nice!



Green green pasture...


Close encounter with this BIG horse.
Look at the one behind - sun bathing...


Didn't get to take pictures with the sheep and cows. =(

But it's a very nice short trip with relaxing strolls along the countryside.
Should have taken more pictures though... I will take more next time!

All of a sudden, I am pondering over this silly question of life again. Am I too free again with thoughts running wild?

It's not silly to think of it. But it's a silly action to say it out.

Have I done wrong this time? Will I be regretting this decision in the near future? Am I being too selfish to think this way?

AAaarrgghh I hate all these thoughts running across my mind. Why why and why can't I stop thinking about all these?

Sometimes I just simply hate the way I live life.

Learn if you do not know. This is a basic instinct.

Nobody is born knowing the whole world.

We all start from nothing, start with zero.

We are probably utilising only 10% of your brain.

We ought to strive to reach the other 90%.

Maximizing and efficient use of internal resource

is what we have control over.

Some just choose not to.

A matter of choice.

I tried

I tried to use a different perspective to see things;

I tried to avoid thinking about it;

I tried to forget about whatever that has happened.

But deep inside I know I still remember it so clearly;

I am still thinking about it;

I am still worrying over it;

I still cannot let it go;

I still cannot forget it.

It gets worst as the time passes and I know the time is drawing nearer

as I would have to face and confront it very soon.

Can someone tell me what should I do?

No one to turn to.

No one I can speak to.

No one I can trust.

July

Forecast: July is a boring month with no friends or colleagues around.

Turn out to be: July is an exciting month. Too exciting for my little dull mind. Probably too big a problem for me to solve.

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If you change your perspective and think it in a different way, things aint that bad. I shall learn to look at it in a different way then.