Merry Christmas 2007

Merry merry merry Christmas!

I had wonderful celebrations for consecutively so many days. Hee.. It's really a good time when everybody get together and chit chat for long long hours. Present exchanging is so colourful and I love the drinking and question session. Christmas eve is great too with a nice lunch with long-lost friend and a day full of events with my maomao. Haven't had such an eventful day for very long le. Hehe.. Movie is exciting, dinner is yummy, cake is lovely chocolatie, present is pinkie fruity, chatting is meaningful and photos are so cute! Hee..

Some photos to mark the day!

Small small feast

Had a small small feast on Sat with my beloved sister.

Looks yummy? Hehee... Of course yummy with a toast of Hoegarden!

I love you, sister =)

Pondering

Did I make the right choice? I can't help but wonder whether I did. Probably I am too selfish. Am I too selfish?

其实我不想的。

Counting down... ...

I have exactly 3 weeks left.

Feels ... ... ... (indescribable) to be counting down yet again.

This time I'm back for so long, but have finally found back the feeling I used to have only recently. And yet I am leaving this long lost feeling very soon. 好不舍，为什么比以前多好多?

Although I am returning to the place I've lived for a year, the feeling is very different. I have to admit that I am scared. A coward, yes I am one. But I cannot help but to be one. I will be facing everything myself. A new school, seems familiar yet new city, new friends or colleagues, new professors, new researches and studies. There seems to be a big big big big big mountain in front of me. But why does it seems so big and unreachable this time? Actually I know why. It's the expectations. I am expected to be good, expected to be a scholar and finance-trained, expected to be independent and expected to be able to catch up the one semester I have missed.

I hate expectations. I have lots for myself. But I dislike those that are put on me by others. Because it means that I cannot fail and I have to do it. They become responsibilities.