myself

I feel weak.
I think i've not become what they expected me to be.
I like myself now. But i feel weak in this little me.
If i had become what they expected me to be, i will not feel weak but i will be tired.

I've changed. To one people never imagined me to be. In their imagination, what am I? Why do they imagine me to be so different or have I changed too much?

Hair

Okay, here's a big difference between slightly below shoulder and slightly above shoulder. One is long hair, the other is short hair! So what is the meaning of slightly off shoulder?

And so once again, there is a communication breakdown and this time half of my hair is gone, or maybe more than half.

Damn.

No more phototaking till hair grows BELOW shoulder. Will it take one year or two or three? *SOB*

Rollercoaster

A ride of a rollercoaster.
I hope it will be on its way up on Monday.
Please.

2010

I only have one wish for the new year.
Please let my wish come true.